there was one particular comment in a book that stuck with me - it was about the disparity between our verbal language, mental thoughts and physical actions, which can never be truly reconciled. the original comment was in chinese. it's sad (and poetic?) i can't do it justice in english. i like the analogy of our thoughts and feelings being raw tomatoes, and language acts as the blender that turns them into consumable tomato juice (not that raw tomatoes can't be eaten; maybe this is a bad analogy). what i'm trying to say is: i think it's inevitable that certain thoughts lose their essence when we try to convey them to others?

i have many silly little thoughts to share, but not being “articulate” enough has always been one of my biggest frustrations in life. sometimes people i talk to are able to put vague feelings i have into words better than i ever could, occasionally they would even surprise me with new thoughts i'd never considered before. i wish i could be articulate like them. hopefully i can practice blending tomatoes better here.